Battling demons

Sometimes for me it takes making a comparison photo to realise how far I have come. I stare at myself in the mirror some days and all I see staring back at me is that fat girl, the girl that was 160kgs, or had fat dripping out everywhere, who couldn't find clothes to fit her, that girl still looks at me in the mirror and haunts me, and taunts me about still being fat. I hate the mental health that comes with losing weight and how the person that stares back at you is still that fat girl, how in the world do you stop her or get rid of her?? Therapy you say! Well I tried that and it only lasts for so long and then she comes out of hiding and stares at you and taunts you that your still 160kgs, that you are ugly, that you don't look good in the clothes your currently wearing. I battle these demons 95% of the time and it's hard, I try to shove her away and tell her to go back into the hole that she came out off but she seems to just keep peering out. I had to do this comparison shot to wake me up and shove the 160kg girl back into her hole and tell her I'm not that girl anymore and that I am beautiful and I have come such a long way and still have a long way to go but I will keep battling her till she finally F*#*s off. Never forget where you came from but don't let it take over your life. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️